emotions

At this point my emotions are like a freaking all over the place. One day I’m super excited and ready to take life by the horns and then other days I just want to retreat into my shell and poke my head out every once in a while.

I never realized how hard this would be for me. Little hints here and there are just showing me that its done done….

Done
Done
Done

Sometimes you just gotta laugh….
Or not. *kanyeshrug*

Today was difficult for some reason.

Side Bar: My neighborhood is so freaking loud today. There’s this one dude thats been singing every freaking song they play outside. Just blurting the lyrics, ugh so obnoxious.

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Day 3

Seems like my odd days are my worst days…

Today I feel horrible, reality is sinking in and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.

I’m so tired of feeling hurt and this is only the beginning.

I know, this too shall pass, and that this is only making room for great things to happen in my life… yadda yadda

Right now my heart feels super heavy, I feel so lost and I’m doing my best not to turn into one big ball of mess.